I've never seen this world like this.

I've never felt so hopeless.

Like I cannot turn the world upside down.

Like I cannot be one of the stars.

Like I cannot be anything anymore.

Ofcourse it's my fault if I hurt someone.

But why is it my fault if someone hurts me?

I feel like crying every second.

The truth I'm here breaks me.

The truth this is real breaks me.

The truth the world is like this breaks me.

Burn me. Freeze me. Eat me. Cut me.

I've deserved it. "that's what you say"

But look,

Just how evil can you be?